NYC I am so pumped. Idyll Green has a showcase date officially. We are moving things ahead. The showcase, the stage build out, the music. Things are happening. This is a beautiful feeling.
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We are still a ways off and many hurdles to go but it feels good right now. I want to enjoy this. -rene ps. as always like, share, subscribe and if you want to talk you can reach me on this blog, youtube, facebook and twitter
Obstacles. I think that is what is in my head right now. When I fight and try to get things going. And the world get's in my face and slowsssss me down to a crawl.
I think that was going through my head on I-10 in the beautiful Texas 97 degree heat. Where it get's so bright it's hard to keep my eyes open. That bugs me more than the actual heat feeling. When I had to stop work for the fifth time today to drive in traffic and my phone is buzzing with emails I can't answer and deadlines I'm missing and a growing list of things I wanted to do but can't.
Obstacles Between me and the computer Or me and home Or me and the idea Or the idea and the tangible accomplishment I was thinking I want the full story. Every detail. To jump to the end and say there it was. Sometimes I build on the chapter, sometimes the page, sometimes the paragraph, mostly it is sentence by sentence... but some days it's a struggle to think of a word. I dream this vivid, complex, full story. A big picture. But how to find the right word to start it? That can be hard, cause at every moment there are all these small intrusions of life. Butting in and making turns and making changes. Obstacles. And they are bad things, or anybody's fault... they just happen. It doesn't make it less frustrating, just nobodies fault. Just a rant. For all the self-actualizing dreamers out there. I know you feel it too. right? -rene ps. as always like, share, subscribe and if you want to talk you can reach me on this blog, youtube, facebook and twitter
